Peace Within or Peace Without!!

As I wait for something to change
My life just meanders through the plains
As a river that will finally merge into the sea
I ll let go of all the worldly chains

What's that next big thing in store for me
I want to know now because it's killing me
I wonder if it would change my life
I wonder if it would set me free

I went everywhere in the search for peace
I did everything that I could possibly do
To get to that heavenly place where serenity abounds
To get to the place where the mind has no bounds

Is everything just Black or White
Or are they merely different shades of grey
Is everything in this world just good or bad
When we are happy, why is everyone else sad?